depressed isn’t even the word lol
I think there will always be one person you will never physically and emotionally get over. You may not enjoy them, like them, or even love them anymore. But they’re there. In the back of your head. They’ve made an imprint on you that you can hide, that you can’t heal. And sure, you may not think about them on the daily, but when you really dig down deep… they consume you.